06.07.11

1 Timothy 6:11-12
But you, man of God, flee from all this, and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness. Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you made your good confession in the presence of many witnesses.

Not grounding myself in the roots of the Truth leads to the rise of insecurities. I continue to struggle with how people think of me. Over and over again I have to remind myself that God is the one who defines me, not the world, not the people around me. It's easy to resort to the standards of this world but I don't live according to the rules of the world. The world tells me that if I don't receive as much as I give then it's okay to give up. But I am reminded of the unfailing, amazing love of the Father. Loving without expecting anything in return, loving those who don't seem deserving of love, loving those who are hard to love.

Today I hung out with Jenn Chen and I was so blessed by the conversation we had. Being able to share what we're learning, how we're being grown, what we're struggling with. I'm always amazed at the work God is doing in your life. Even though things aren't perfect in your life I'm glad you're able to see the beauty in His plans for you. Continue seeking Him. I'm so jealous that you're going to Africa but I can't wait to see how God will stretch you, use you, and open your heart to see His. You are an encouraging sister and woman of God :)