Internal Struggle.

A friend asked how I was feeling. I said I was rested. My friend proceeded to ask how I was feeling in a more global context. I said I was at peace. God has been clearly showing me His hand over my whole life. From fulfilling a vision I had years ago where my brother and I were sitting, sharing, crying, and praying to opening doors to new friendships in preparation of letting others go, I've been in the simplest terms...blessed.

But often feeling blessed becomes comfortable. I am uncomfortable with comfort. I don't like being in this state for too long because I lose sight of Him and instead indulge in the things of this world. So as odd as it sounds, I ask Him to shake up my life. Because in those moments, I cling to Him like no other.

Haha, be careful what you wish for.