04.28.11

Today didn't start off too well. I didn't get enough sleep because I had two midterms today that I was not prepared for even though I have been studying for a while. I didn't do well on my tests (pretty sure) and I think my lack of sleep did not help my overall mood. I decided to go to the Cliffs, and off I went. I always like walking through that narrow path because it's cool and sometimes there are pretty flowers there. Going to the Cliffs always beings me lots of peace just looking at the ocean and people and hang-gliders. Looking at the ocean always reminds me how BIG God is. The ocean is so huge, and our God is bigger. And this song came to mind today:

He Knows My Name

I have a Maker
He formed my heart
Before even time began
My life was in his hands

I have a Father
He calls me His own
He'll never leave me
No matter where I go

He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And He hears me when I call

When I have bad days, it's so easy for me feel lonely and like no one understands me. I wish that there is someone that I can turn to. And this song was a reminder to me that He is the one that I can turn to. He is the one that understands me. He is the one that made me and knit me together in my mother's womb (Psalm 139)

Anyway, bad day is turning into a not-so-bad day. I'm babysitting the boys now and then I'm going to watch Water for Elephants with my community group girls tonight. Hopefully I don't fall asleep (I have a reputation for falling asleep during late movies) because I heard it's really good!